It's been quite some time.. Back to work... full of hassle, hmm... attended so many of mirza's appointments; physiotherapy; occupational therapy; speech therapy; monthly clinics appointments; vaccinations appointments..... got warded few times due to aspiration pneumonia and broncho pneumonia... thanks to ALLAH i have a very supportive and understanding husband, family, boss and colleagues....
To my husband Firdaus, you are my soulmate, my lover, my patience, my strength, my absolutely everything... you complete me in every sense... thank you for being there for me when i needed you most....
To mak (Fatimah Bibi), abah (Ajmi Kasah), sisters and brothers, you all have been a helping hand indeed... without your support i would be miserable... thank you so much especially to mak and abah for taking care of mirza while i'm at work... thank you so much... only Allah can repay you both...
To Dr Roziana Ariffin, you have been a very compassionate and thoughtful boss.. i couldn't thank you more for all the help and empathy you've given me.... thanks to Allah for meeting us in this world.....
To all my colleagues, thank you so much for covering me with the escalating workload... i'm sure you are all stressed out, but whatever it is, i'm very grateful to have you all as friends.....
A lot has happened since.. my schedule's full... but the most important thing is that mirza's getting better... although he hasn't fully establish his sucking and swallowing co-ordination, still, he's learning.. the doctors were saying that mirza has microcephaly with cerebral palsy...
Hmmm... another tough scientific facts... the hell with science... doctors aren't god!!! they just told me what they knew with what science could only offer... that's it..
Deep down inside of me i know that my mirza is going to get better... he's healing.... it might take some time but he will be perfectly healthy strong and intelligent just like any other kids... insya Allah.. My Mirza is my special one.... He has always been and will always be....
Please pray for me and my family especially my Mirza... Hopefully Allah will hear my prayers as i know HE is listening to me all the time.... i know.... May Allah bless you all, my family, us all... amin....
