My Prince, Fawwaz Mirza.

It's been 93 days, 23 hours and 9 minutes since my first prince was born... and it's been one tough journey with ongoing challanges to have him in our life.. but Thank You Allah for this wonderful gift, this beautiful soul that YOU have put inside of me, the soul that i've been carrying for exactly 32 weeks in my womb.. he's a blessing to us..

we were only one month old couple when i first got to know that i'm pregnant.. It was all a mixed up feeling at first.. Am i ready? keep asking those questions.. but whether i like it or not i have to accept it...the sooner the better, cause it's going nowhere.. gonna stick in my womb for 9 months and 10 days, so i thought.. but it turn out to be earlier than i thought..

Those 32 weeks were the most challenging days of my life.. i kept vomitting, nauseated, couldn't drink milk (which i drank everyday), love McD's and Pizzas so much (didn't have the appetite for anything else but these..usually i don't), fatigue, tired, slept all thru day long.. well yeah, basicly resting in a not very good condition... not to say that i'm suffering, different ladies have different ways of experiencing their pregnancy.. had a friend who didn't know she was pregnant till she's already 4 months!!! She''s lucky alright.. For me it was a tough one.. people were saying that the condition may take up to 3 or 4 months at first.. but not for me... it lasted till i gave birth... Hopefully Allah has forgiven all my sins...insya Allah..